People often say that a person without friends is a loner and we all cannot live without friends. However, I suddenly have this urge to leave everything behind and sit at the beach all by myself. Wouldn't it be nice to be free from all worries in the world and just enjoy life as it is? When I reached home, I stood at the pinnacle of the block, absorbing the magnificent sights of the surrounding neighborhood. It suddenly dawned on me that I had never stopped even once to marvel at the beauty of the clear skies in my 8 years living here. The world is not as simple as it may seem. Once we get born into this world, everything had been predestined. There's no escaping this fact. Even if we end our lives. Because, even that would have been predicted. So since there's nothing we can do to change the world, we should first do something to change ourselves. And it starts right now. Planned itinerary as follows:

Saturday: Study OB
Sunday: Study Microeconomics, ask brother if in doubt.

And that's it for this weekend. Which means the start of the 6th week of school. There's really nothing to look forward in school anymore. With school being boring, there's actually much drama out there. If we care to listen, we can actually keep ourselves entertained.

Current Song On Repeat: "Lightless"- B2ST

Went over to Steph's house to play with her three kids in the afternoon. For your information, I skipped jap and bcs lecture. Feeling rather guilty:(  Felt really sick, so declined Larry's offer to go drinking at night. And I don't really drink. But to clarify things, I have never been drunk okay!! Hahaha its time for some korean variety now!!

Note to self: Mnet Music Awards on Sunday at 8PM(Part1) & 11PM(Part 2)

Warning: Boring blogpost ahead. Hahaha yesterday was SCMS last day. And also the most tiring one. But overall was fun lah. I skipped microecons lecture today because if not, I will only be attending 2hr lesson. So I decided to go for tmr's lec at 11-1pm. Japanese presentation tomorrow. But I rehearsed 3 times le. Should be okay ba. Woke up at 9am to do homework. I am so hardworking lor. As if. Friday is summative test + BCS project draft. Gonna meet up with classmates to watch HP7 later. Just finished 4packets of "Big Sheet" seaweed. I am healthy boy.

Friday was CCN Day. And I must say, it was a real class effort. I applaud everyone who gave their all to ensure the success of that event. The story-people, logistics, props, make-up, costume etc. The fact that we managed to raise $200 after canceling out the cost was no mean feat by itself. And I am sure we all had fun. The preparations especially, with us staying in school till 12MN to ensure the preparations were on track. Really, all is much appreciated. People even mentioned that the place was like my home, with me walking barefoot and sliding here and there. I can't help it cos the floor was real powdery. Mr Chew "summoned" pizza for us and I am sure we are grateful for that weren't we? Pictures are up on facebook so I shan't-photo spam. I am lazy lah, get it? I apologize for leaving halfway when clean-up was to be done. I know it may seem selfish for me to leave when there was work to do but I had to start up the fire for our super-rare class gathering cum barbeque so forgive me my friends. I met up with the gang at The Tanamera condo to prepare the things. It was real fun that day I can say. Although my legs were super tired from standing all day. The guys went over to haikal's birthday at DE but I didn't go cos I was too tired.

Saturday was Standard Chartered Marathon Singapore Race Entry Pack Collection(SCMSREPC) duty. Hahahaha quite a mouthful wasn't it? It was real cool! We have to take race pack, take bib, take shirt, give runner. But in the end was quite fun. We received a $20 NETS Flashpay card as "allowance", a small tub of ben&jerry's ice cream and a super oversized XXL ASICS t-shirt. Going for duty later also. Gotta start on my homework soon. Will try to update if I have the time :)

 

Manhattan Portage Vinyl DJ Bag (1428-VL)

Spent the last half an hour "researching" on this bag from Manhattan Portage. It is just totally cool in BLACK!!! Gotta start saving money if I want to buy it because it costs $129!! How to save enough for a pool table by Christmas like that? OMFG!!!

-Comment added on 12/12. Decision changed. For the better, because I SAVE MONEY!!!!! :D

I really really really hate gory movies. Horror anytime but no gore please. When my class mates were watching  SAW III just now, I could not take it anymore, only 5 minutes into the movie. I mean like, the storyline may be fantastic, but I can't bring myself to see what these actors may be "experiencing". It may be acting, but I can't help but wonder what if it is real. The first scene: A man breaks his own ankle. Apart. Before sawing it off. To escape from shackles and go free. He may have sinned, but taking justice into your own hands makes you far more guilty than he ever was. If you were to turn him in, rather than torture him mercilessly, I would then say that you have upheld justice. This, is plain evil. Forcing someone to determine his own state, be it physically or mentally, is pure cruelty. What's more, you expect him to dismember himself for you to gloat at him? When your true intention is to make him suffer? I really abhor such a mindset. And whatever it is, everybody deserves a second chance. As long as he is willing to repent.

2AM "You wouldn't Answer My Calls" MV

I cut my hair today. Was sick and tired of people telling me my hair was like a "helmet"?! Can protect head mah hahaha!!. So I cut it real short. The reason why I hate to cut my hair is because I hate seeing my hair a different way as it was for the past 3months. It takes some getting used to. Oh whatever. Just watched this short video (http://www.twitvid.com/W17BZ) on SNSD & SuJu. Random stuff I know.
The unpredictable weather is really annoying nowadays. One day, the scorching sun makes me perspire profusely and the next day it pours heavily. Twice today already in fact. Why can't we have winter season? Or a similar climate to Genting Highlands. Don't get me wrong. I want the coolness of the temperature, not the haziness of the floating clouds. That we have Indonesia to credit. Have you ever heard such an absurd thing? We are paying them to stop burning their own forests. What a joke. Shouldn't they be compensating us for posing such a health hazard to its neighbours?

A blog refers to a personal diary to record and rant whatever you feel, however you like. If people read my posts and feel angsty after that, I clarify that it was never my intention to do that. But if you take them with a pinch of salt, nothing will change. Don't ever be mad or harbour hate in your heart against me. I am trying my best to be as real as I can be. If I feel sad, this is the only avenue I can rant on. If I am angry, this is also the only place to vent it all. You can't expect me to pour my frustrations all out when I'm out there, because somebody's gonna get hurt real bad. And I have been bottling it all up all these while, any longer and I will explode. Seriously. For the past years, I have been changing blog addresses, changing blogs once and again. However,I have realized that the true essence of it all is the courage to face your inner feelings and take whatever life throws at you. This includes the different viewpoints others may have of you, or a certain way they feel of you. Therefore, I have decided that I will run no longer. Anything I write here may or may not be targeted at you. But trust me, any hate I have for a person disappears in mere minutes. Grudges are forgotten in an instant, so please forget things that may have happened in the past. Of course, I don't refer to past events anymore. They have been long forgotten in my memories. However, if you insist on bringing past issues up and hate me on those, there's nothing I can do. But all we need in this world is trust. With it, nothing is impossible. And I never mean to and hopefully, never want to hurt anyone, both psychologically and physically. As I slip back into the murky darkness of this entire guise, I regret that I have never been the best I can be, so please accept what I am for now. Till I am able to accept myself.