I am sorry. It's just that we haven't met in ages and you suddenly want me to tell you everything all at once. My wp is private for a reason. It's not a matter of first time or next time. It's just that we should take things one step at a time. We must admit that there has been some strain in our friendship. Not meeting for so long, and an occasional sms just isn't right. I know that you will say that I have changed. We may not be the same as in the past, but I still regard you as a very close friend, whom I actually care about. So I hope you will try to understand and let nature take its course. Time will tell. But I'm afraid I can't do it right now.