I want to go outdoors. I need to. Staying at home is not the best idea because if I'm at home, I can average up to 10 hours on the computer non-stop. There are so many things to do, yet not enough time. I hate the tons of things that need to be done, but simply never gets done by itself. 

Given the time,
I want to learn how to play an instrument, either the drums or the violin.


Just something to keep me occupied.
How I wish for an agenda everyday.
Yet I complain about fatigue when I'm too busy.
I guess I'm just feeling lonely.

Christmas is coming.
I hope the next few days will be better.