Hey look it's 185 days to the big day. Not to commemorate, nor to celebrate, but to rejoice at being released from the clutches of National Service, albeit for a couple of years, fingers crossed I don't get recalled any time soon after. 

I am also starting to get a tad more positive about NS nowadays, because I tell myself that all my problems now lie solely with NS, and I will be free from them once I ORD. I believe that's the right mindset to have now, instead of moping my current plight.

Give me the strength to carry on, because I can't summon it in myself to continue.